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Rey shot Dullindal himself. Saving.... Kira... Kira never shot his gun against Dull...
i never expected him to do that, since well you know how much Rey cares for dilly's ass. gawd, that was a nice twist.
Shinn was disable by Athrun. Luna had been disabled too. She placed herself in front of Athrun and Shinn was really going to kill her. Athrun went seed, got Luna out of the way, and disabled Shinn... Destiny crashed and Impulse landed beside it. Luna managed to get Shinn out as later she had him with her... Holding him. He seemed fine. Just numb and feeling lost.
Edit: Shinn had the Stellar vision before waking in Luna's arms
Only named characters who died were Dullindal (shot, but still barely alive, I think), Talia, and Rey who all died when Messiah blew up. The only suit shown to fly out right before it went up was S-Freedom.
edit 2: why does jesus kira have to show his ass up all the fucking time, earth calling to fukuda, shinn is the major shit here. tho i dun like him, but still, he is the heroine of this crappy anime.
edit 3: i heard they gonna do a 40 min. special (which is going to be aired in February 24th, 2006), i can see why. but hey. at least fukuda did sumthing original, there wasnt a death fest.
edit 4: i just finish watching my torrent and i am like WTF right now.
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blah - Music:kahit pa- hale
there was a wee bit commotion that happened in teh court, fwahahah! sum sneaky bastard made a cheap shot on the back of arwind's head. well, that provided sheer entertainment for me. die arwind and your three pointers!
animo LA SALLE!
besides feeling like an utter whore, i feel umm...great, i guess. i've got a heavy period and a bruise on my knee. but ya im felling happy joy joy....
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cheerful - Music:adam's song- blink 182
i soooooo regret having a sister, god. if one day in my life they would like just disappear, im so gonna crash our home and start partying with my kick ass friends.
she's 20, why couldnt she get a job and feed herself she's the biggest spender in our family, her school fees are like wut? 155,000 a year! plus she smokes, i was even acused of smoking by my own parents, since the smoke coming from her strawberry flavored cig, sticks to my hair and clothes.
its totally not fair and she spilled the beans to my folks about me and my boy, well, its certainly not my fault that ur single. live up with it freak.
i do sound cruel but i dun give a damn, she's killing thru her smoking. i mean, i inhale the thing, god and thats called second hand smoking. err.. correct me if im wrong.
so anyways, im moving to my new room. and its in pink T__T hey, i really tried. so i got my door black. but its all pink, *wails* i tried to make it better by changing the sheets blue, but sadly, that added more horror.
yay! im learning how to ride a two wheeler bike! but i ended up bumping my head in a post.
i ended my jealousy rage, through, of course, catfights. fwahahahaha! take that in mind debie, he is mine! now bug off.
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bitchy - Music:the scientist- coldplay
tho, i didnt finish watching the game, wut my team did on the 3rd quarter was like AWESOME! *woo!!!* ANIMO LA SALLE! yay! i was waving my umm..pseudo pompoms. i just took off my shirt and waved it in the air. woot! i was at mike's home, we we're watching the game together. fwahahaha. i couldnt help but do it, since well, i was really blown away.
btw, i wasnt i able to watch phase 49 since my LAN, got busted. *fuck pldt*
can sumone fill me in? im dying to know. i think it sucked. since GSD is really down in the gutter.
just a quick run, tango lesson are being so nice to me. and woot! drums are so much fuun. very easy to play actually. teh band has a gig this friday. cant wait.
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cheerful - Music:poprocks-greenday
i hate it when people do that, are they blind or wut? this sounds selfish, but he belongs only to me! dun get ur chances on being laid by him, because i am the only one he wants on that bed, NAKED! now get your paws of him, u demented asshole, he IS all mine.
yes im psychotic *points avatar* and hell i'm extremely JEALOUS. to the point that i can kill anyone who will talk to him.
*calms down*
except for my jealosy umm..rampage, today was a super great day. fwahahahahaha! i danced tango with mike, and i ended up steeping on his toes, for like a thousand times. but he was so cool with it and i have to love him for that, he's been good in baby-ing me XD i feel like a princess. i love breakfast served in bed.
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rejuvenated - Music:wordplay- jason mraz
i can forget wut happened to p.e class today, my bra strap broke and i wasnt carrying an extra one. so i went throush all my classes bra-free. a pretty nice experience tho, i might even do this tomorrow. XD
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.... - Music:way away- yellow card
im getting really, really plump. my cheeks are the size of watermelons. i feel so ugly. T__T
payback was great, nobody, i repeat, nobody in the whole damn world has the right to rip my demented uniform. well, except for someone.
i joined a band today, wish me luck since i dun play with bands except when they're short handed. but the vocalist gets on my nerves, i want to pull her hair and such but hey, the drummer is uber nice and good. im trying to learn how to play drums, so wish me luck there too.
well, lookie here, i guess im having sum progress with my life instead of crying over someone who doesnt care. and yea, im dying my hair again, welcome back highlights, its time to get back at my oldself and grow my hair long again so i can headbang. *sigh* i miss the good old days.
hmm..i havent been in a concert for a while, *sigh* i guess ill drag mike to go with me.
IM OPEN FOR RECONCILLIATION.
i just hope everyone is as happy as i am.
btw, maggie dun forget that area code. im dying to talk to you to see how ur doin. which reminds me, i hope ur fine.
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fat. - Music:especially for you-mymp (i can sing like juris, jk,)
there is just a but there. i can seem to put a hand on.
*sigh* but it was fun when i saw him get back at my ex bestfriend and his girl, he looked at me with pity and anger, i hate it when he does that, i dont want to be be pitied by him and yes, i am miserable but i dun want him to offer any sympathy for me.
he's just not there anymore..
i kno sum of u might be pissed off by me right now, i keep on whining my ass ever now and then, well i dun give a damn care.
they nearly killed each other, but i just watched. actually i didnt just watched, i ripped her uniform top the same manner she did to mine, lol. she was wearing a white one, with this pink ribbon. well, it looked preteen. and i just had to laugh over that.
i tried tango today, and yes, i sucked. major sucked.
yey. im off for more embarassment. maybe a strip show next week.
i want to kill myself.
argh. i got the worst hangover, whiskey is the new h2o. bear with it.
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drunk
well, the bastard didnt went to school today, aside from being worried about his careless ass, i joined the cheering crap. yes, i did. out of boredom. and im like pissing the 'pep' girls, since well i couldnt get all the crappy steps. you should have seen me jump, and their expressions we're like o.o i was laughing my ass off, calling them fuck and such and im officially out of it, in just umm..30 minutes? i dunno.
i think im getting really plump and pudgy. i just cant stop eating. im losing my umm..so-called figure. my ex called me today, asking for another chance *pokes* he did came around, girl. but i rejected the call and removed my sim. i was how do i put this? o right...scared. i dumped him on the first place, should i be the one begging? no i guess not.
im worried about the moron, should i call him? maybe not. he doesnt even give a fucking care about anything i do, plus i heard he got himself a new girl and that would mean, im out of his life and the girl went up to me, and slapped me and stuff, said i was hovering all over his bf. well, suprisingly i dint fought back, there was nothing i could do anyway, but ya. she snapped the buttons of my uniform, damn that bitch. i had to parade my bra, all over the school campus. but hey, it was fun. i felt like i was stripping for everyone, for free. good thing i was wearing a decent black one.
edit one: iam pretty much convinced that our friendship is really over, hey but im not giving up anything like that. im just hoping that he still cares...somehow. i just hope.
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blank - Music:let me go- 3 doors down (not sure bout the title)
i hope im not pestering you with this again but i...i have no one to talk to.
pardon me, but im eager for anything anyone could give me right now. maybe a hug?
you people have been nothing but nice to me and stuff...so umm...thank you, really. i mean it.
i had the chance to talk with my bestfriend today, but he just shrugged and walk off. when i screamed at him and told me that it was over between me and my bf and basically told me that it really doesnt make a difference...i had nu idea wut to do...i..cried like shit and i grabbed on his shirt, i looked like tramp, but i really dun care. even if i have to beg i will.
a hug followed after that, he said that my tears wont resolve any of this with that he..he left.
i just cant stop crying, he never left me, emotionally i mean. oh god.idunno wut TO DO DAMMIT!
what does he want me to do? crawl, cry till kingdom come? is it so hard to understand that i cant return his feelings?
moron, if you ever are reading this, dun leave me. i have no one, please? im..im begging you. ill do anything you want, anything just..just dun leave me. im sorry. i really am.
btw, maggie, i found my phone. call me if u have the time.
edit 1: so..he has this 'diza' girl now eh? wut kind of name is that?! thats bullshit! and why i am acting so jealous?! argh!
if thats how he wanted it then fine.
i hope u and diza burn in hell! i cant believe i wasted 3 boxes of precious cleenex for an ass like you. and i hope i so hope...that your gonna rot in hell with that diza girl, die bitch. i hate you. and yes, i am jealous! why?! because i'm not used of the idea that you have other friends who are girls, other than me. and i want to stick a hotdog to ur ass for making me feel bad and missing you like hell.
just so you know, im not taking back what i said.
i really do miss you.
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crushed - Music:arms of an angel-sarah mclachclan
it feels strange tho..i realized how much i depended on him, but i miss him so badly. when i walk through the corridors, he walks pass by me as if i didnt even exist to begin with and god, that hurt more than anything else. i would trade everything i have, just for us to be friends again.
i never felt this down before...this was harder than any breakup...guess it was a new feeling to me, i never lost a friend before..
he just didnt see things my way i guess....maybe if mike hadnt come along..then maybe all this crap wouldnt have happened.
now, everything seems so ordinary, i have no one to share my fucking umbrella with, someone who'll do my assignment in algebra willingly, and heck, i have no one to play music with.
he gave me a final peck on the lips, which ill never forget. god, who taught him how to kiss that good?! hell i shure didnt. i never thought that moron loved me....
but that doesnt friggin matter now.
to you, you frigin moronic bastard for an ex bestfriend:
everyday seems so ordinary without you, lets just forget about this please? lets just be friggin friends again. i promise to pay the concert tickets i owe you. just please, lets be friends again.
i miss you.
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crushed
i clearly dun want my guy bestfriend and yet he keeps hovering his ass off me.
we've been friends for like forever, but i never liked him or anything.
it was just a night, i had a fight with mike and god knows wut happened. gawd, i never knew that bastard liked me anyways...
*argh!* i wanna pull my hair out..... somebody please help? maggie help my whining ass right now. T__T you've been umm..whatever about this things. now help me girl. T__T please?
and i definetly dun want mike to find out about this...i do love my friend and nothing more than that. and i dun want to see mike, umm..killing the bastard.
-_- this clearly sounds like a soap opera. but god.i dunno wut to do.
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confused
well, u kno hu u are.
dont you bring that shitty ass of urs in the bed. and noooooo ur not gonna sleep on the couch, dun flatter urself. ur sleeping in the cold tiled floor.
oh. and as a reminder, im moving back to where my ass came from. have fun.
and clean ur room! u friggin bastard.
edit 1: oh, btw, clean up the bottles of beer i threw at you, somebody might actually step on it. then ull blame me, bastard.
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cranky - Music:sugar we're goin down- fall out boy
taken from asga.
( *cough* )
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hot - Music:just missed the train-kelly clarkson
sorry if they're a little late i had to cook dinner for me and mike.
( click here! )
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tired - Music:ocean avenue- yellowcard
Good news. i just received my report card. and i failed, people i failed!!!!! *throws confetti* just as i expected.
History: 82
Algebra:73 *throws streamers* i failed in ALGEBRA!!!!!!
Biology: 76 oooooooooo the bio teacher passed my ass. o.o
English/Literature: 88
Religion: 83 *shock* the frigid lady loves me!!!!! have sex already. -_-
Filipino: 84
Home Economics/Computer: 82
PE: 77, *sniffles* i dun have the energy to do anythin. i feeeeeeel sooooooooo soore.
Makabayan: 81
extra curricular bullshit: 83
-briefing-
umm....sum of u may find my grade weird. so ya. we dun have a's or b's
75 is the passing score, a hundred is the highest.
YEY! my parents nearly threw me out of the house!!!!!! isnt that fun?! XDDDDDDD
god, that meeting with the guidance shit councilor freaked me out. *shrugs* she thinks im a RETARD! news flash! i AM a retard! now bear with it! or i'll have a creepy thin man to screw your ass!
XDDDDDDDDDD
life sure is fun.
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restless - Music:hands down-dashboard confessional.
especially when you pull their long tresses. really, really hard. the scream may be deafning, but its worth it.
umm...that doesnt make sense at all, does it?
but i just gave them what they deserve in the first place. freshmens are a pleasure to deal with, but men, i want my uniform top to be ripped, but i ended up ripping hers.
school uniforms suck.
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bitchy - Music:give me a novocaine-greenday
to all the meme's i forgot responding to, my apologies! ill catch up with them soon.
( ten songs meme )
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exhausted - Music:holiday- greenday
